Thoreau by the fire: why would I want to leave? |
I am thankful for the needed rain.
However, the deluge is enough to discourage all but the most dedicated walker.
I love the rain; its sound always seems to comfort me.
Further
comfort arises from the crackling fireplace. I am in a cozy cocoon, from which
I do not want to stir.
Nevertheless, as I sit reading, like a larva whose time
has come to metamorphose into a butterfly, I struggle against the boundaries of
my unseen prison, unconsciously at first, then more attentively
I am reading Thoreau's "The
Maine Woods," and more than once he tells of trekking in the rain.
Finally I put the book down, my mind made up.
Why leave this...
...for this?
Rain or no rain, I will walk.
As I pull out my rain pancho, I think this trek through the torrents will transcend a stroll in the sunshine. There will be fewer people in the park where I walk, so I may see more wildlife.
I am not disappointed. As the rain slackens, the wildlife
stirs from its mid-day meditations. It seems I have the entire park to myself.
I am Adam, alone in the world with no one but the animals for company. I spy a
pair of deer, then a pair of ducks. Two geese wing their way overhead. I hear,
then see, a downy woodpecker going about his business on a tree trunk.
Nature's magic is not limited to chance wildlife encounters.
Each time I inhale, my senses revel in the fresh, clean scent of rain-covered
forest.
Pecking away, despite the rain. |
Half an hour into my jaunt, the rain ceases and I find
myself missing the very element that kept me chair-bound earlier. The sun
wakens from his mid-day slumber.
As he wipes the vanishing clouds of sleep from
his face, I awake also, to the fact others are walking the park's pathways.
With that realization, twinges of regret begin to coalesce inside my
rain-hungry soul. After hiding inside from it for much of the day, I now want
the rain to return, and with it the solitude and serenity of a wet, wild world.
But I realize that for today, the winds of Aeolus have
banished the rainclouds of Zeus from the skies.
I do not dwell on this realization for too long, for I know the rains will return. And that happy knowledge stays with me, adding a spring to my step as I wend my way home, ready to shatter those other chains, ready to sit down and write.
As I conquered the rain that kept me inside, so have I
conquered the inertia that kept me from writing.
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